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I'm planning on adding MP4 and WEBM support to the imageboard. This will take me a couple of days or more to finish.
I'm sitting here listening to some Eurobeat while drinking a bottle of water.
I found out that I have high iron, high calcium, high protien, high cholesterol, and critically high triglycerides. Also my sugar wasn't too high but it was more on the high side as well borderline to put it in that context.
Is there anyone here that could recommend a healthy balanced diet to bring these down?
I've already completely stopped drinking soda, cut back on how much milk I was drinking, drinking unsweetened tea, and two cups of coffee in the morning or afternoons. I've also been drinking a lot more water and watching my sugar intake from juices as well. I've even switched my coffee creamer to silk almond creamer.
As far as foods, I'm eating a lot more fruits and vegetables, cutting back on how many times I eat meat a week. I'm lowering it down to 2-3 times a week. I was literally eating a meal with meat every single day. I've been eating more nuts in place of the reduced meat and just eating things in lower proportions.
even though i hope this isn't the case, it is hard not to see the world in a bad light. if you take a look around you, you can see corruption is everywhere. for example, have you noticed that many people are lazy and selfish? and that a lot of them would cheat and lie if they could benefit from doing so, instead of doing the right thing? so it is no wonder why issues such as nepotism, crime, cheating, and etc. are so prevalent.
and yet here i am, trying in my own way to somehow contribute to the betterment of humanity. and i feel stupid for doing this, because i have no actual reason for why i want to do this...
Ugly + Short + Ethnic = GAME OVER
I was at college today drinking my $3 mocha and eating my $1.85 blueberry muffin by myself, because I have no friends, on a stone bench+table under an umbrella shading me from the hot sun when I saw a familiar sight... Under the speckled shade of a large and tall tree were three White male and two White female. They were tall, beautiful and were dressed in the typical summer attire of tees and shorts. They were chatting and laughing at one another having a good time while I observed them from time to time. I've seen this sight many times before and every time I see it I can feel all my hopes and dreams crumbling apart.
I'm sick of having primal urges over women. Obsession over their bodies and wanting physical relationships with them. But I utterly find them disgusting on the inside. Their personalities are very stale and unforgiving to me. I truly hate them. I'm sick of this constant feeling of desire to have sex. I want to truly become independent of that desire and never interact with them again. They're truly nothing more than a waste of time and I could be doing something much more fulfilling in my life then wishing I could only have sex and then masturbate.
I'm reading (listening to audiobooks) the night watch series of books. I like it so far, it has some nice ideas about concepts and plot and the characters are good, I care about them.
What are you reading? Do you like it?
Can you pinpoint the cause of your current state of life to one exact event?
Just wondering roughly what the age groups are that's coming here.
I can't handle any amout of stress. Even school feels stressful now. I know that this is probably nothing compared to the burden some of you people have to go trough, but I just can't do anything. When I get home, I just feel fatigued. I just sink down in front of my computer and can't even get myself to play any games or similar. Then, the next morning, another day, another stressful entry in my life. I just want to stop and remain in one place forever, and if it would have to be my bathroom in the morning. No, I have to go, have to move, get on the train to the city, return in the evening, repeat. Sometimes I imagine how it would feel if I would just fell before the train in the morning.
I haven't actively had a social life since 2012.
Things are starting to feel extremely grim and bleak moving forward to the future.
Entering a new decade without any friends or family is tearing me apart.
I want to start making money in attempts of living on my own. But I don't want to "put my real identity" out there. I'm not trying to get rich but be able to pay my own bills, etc. Then have a bit of spending money towards various interests I have. I also would like to possibly live tax-free. I guess if I had to have a roommate that would be okay and in a slight bit of possibility. I don't want to also attract any unnecessary attention to myself. I've thought about getting into cryptocurrency but I live nowhere remotely near a "Bitcoin ATM" or anything else. My only thoughts regarding that is to get a hardware wallet. But I also have no contacts that I could trade with for cash or any other monetary/goods value.
Any advice or suggestions based on my thread entry here on /d/?
Thank you for taking the time to read my post.
Seems a bit more /comfy/ for my tastes than imageboards these days.
I want to be a in a better place so I can make 2020 as productive as possible.
This place seemed a bit more active like a week or so ago.
I look ugly on all of the photo IDs that I have. Today I got my college ID and I look ugly as fuck. When the girl was handing me the ID she tried to force a smile. The thought of showing my ID card to people makes me so anxious.
if you cut your own hair? lmao I look like an autistic retard. holy shit man my life is so stupid
I often feel mediocre. I'm just another replaceable worker drone.
Did you guys have a spiritual awakening yet?
I always found this topic hilarious, because I thought it was crazy talk.
But recently, I have spiritually connected with the good and pure, and now I understand what those people meant.
To those who don't get it: For me, it made me strongly care about my ideals again. When I see something that is wrong / imperfect or even degenerate, I get upset. I have extremely high demands for my works.
How is it with you?
Would it be too weird for me to wash my face in the school restroom?
I have an oily face and when I'm at college I get the urge to wash my face so that my ugliness doesn't get amplified by my oily sebum. I'm thinking of bringing a pocket size Cetaphil and a dry face towel with me to college so that I can wash my face when it gets oily. When I'm at home I can keep my oily face under control because I am free to wash it whenever I want but when I'm at college I don't have such a luxury.
The only potential issue holding me back is that people might make fun of me or something... Would it be too weird? Honestly, I really want to do it and I think I will do it but I just want to hear your opinion on this matter. It just makes sense to me that I wash my oily face what could be wrong about that? I've seen people do bad things in a public restroom before so washing your face shouldn't be a problem.
About three years ago I learnt of key lime pie and I'm still yet to try it. Have you tried key lime pie? What do you think of it? What desserts do you enjoy?
I've been interested in cryptocurrency for years now and wanting to get involved now. However, I have no money to invest. Also I would want to do this all anonymously. Eventually save up the money and move out of my current country to enjoy the remainder of my life elsewhere in private and never interacting with others.
*Pushes button* Vrooommm
Old tube style TVs are one of these things which are simply awesome. They are big, bulky, magical boxes and can probably kill you in several different ways if you mistreat them.
I recently took the smaller CRT TV down from the attic and sat it up in my room. There isn't much which is more comfortable than sinking down in front of it, equipped with a big can of tea, while it is cold or raining (or both) outside. Just zoning out, forgetting that anything else exists, it is just you and the humming black box in this universe.
- Finish college
- Get a job
- Move out of parent's house
- Fix my face
- Learn to drive a car
People will often tell me that it's my fault and not my parents. I disagree my parents have failed in their job as parents. Neglectful idiots who've told me lies for so many years now. I really hate them.
Ever been here before? This website has some very strange content with videos and music. I remember coming across this content back in 2006 through a YouTube video called "Mormon Baits" along with other "Goat Worship" videos. It definitely has some weird elements. If you're interested in strange horror, strange humor, and ARGs. You might enjoy this place.
After doing some more thinking on it I'm not completely sure if I should make an archive. Pruning threads automatically seems to keep in line with the general philosophy of most anonymous discussion board. Instead of archiving threads I could just increase the active thread limit from 15 to 20.
I'm literally at a point where I can only manage to get around 4-5 hours of sleep and then stay up for 28-30 hours at a time.
I get terribly anxious when I try to ride a car. I don't even have a car license at my age of 25. I think a motorcycle would be a better fit for me since one of my problems with cars is that they are too big for me to maneuver well. A small motorcycle like the Honda Grom or Monkey would be quite easy and nice to ride.
I often use my bicycle to commute to work when the weather isn't too bad which is mostly the case here in California. I think I can easily transition to a motorcycle. What do you guys think?
Mine's just a gray square now.
I had to clear away the threads sorry about that.
- Spam protection has been removed because it's unnecessary, useless, and can be an annoyance.
- Empty post will now be properly detected and discarded.