General Vent Thread
I just really really wish we could get some snow. We had a heat wave in the middle of January and it's brought all of the bugs back out. Can't stand bugs one bit.
Well it's starting to spit snow outside now.
Snow seems like the sort of thing that's great and comfy if you're a kid but as an adult with obligations, it's just a hassle. But my area is woefully unprepared for snow and ice so maybe I'm a little biased against it since it always shuts everything down. Regardless, I'm glad for a mild winter.
4:06 PM right now. I spent the day playing video games again.
My sole reason for wanting snow is to kill bugs, keep them dead, regulate the natural order of the seasons, and colder weather means I don't have to go outside as often. I hate going outside, I hate yardwork, and staying in is a perfect excuse when it's shitty. But then again I'm a NEET.
Just fapped twice a while ago. Feels like shit and my penis hurts a little.
I fapped earlier, had sex, and fapped again. I've lost control of my life. I'm becoming one of those "coomers".
Oh no, how horrible. It must really suck to be you. That sounds almost as bad as having too much money. What a nightmare!
I wish I had some money.>>9
Fapped 3 times a day for the last 3 days
I am starting no fap today godammit!!
I really need to as well. I always end up fapping to some pretty strange things.
Yeah, they ruin pictures. I always end up plucking them out.
My sleeping schedule is fucked up yet again. I'm back to staying up all night. But I'm happier with that in all honesty. I'm always so fucking depressed when I'm awake during the day to the point where I get suicidal thoughts.
Why is that when I buy a new (used) vehicle, there's always a leak and there's always like 3 days of nonstop rain that soaks my interior?
My pee dribble problem is getting way worse.
Better get that examined.
I'm scared it's my prostate. I don't wanna have a finger up my butt yet.
I'm too retarded for map painting games.
It could be. They don't always rape you in the ass. Sometimes ultrasound is enough.>>21
Map painting as in Europa Universalis?
I hate pooping right after I get out of the shower.
I'm still leaking cum after fapping like 15 minutes ago.
It's pretty depressing to see or read about people who are motivated and full of life. I don't know what happened to me. I feel no motivation and I'm just passively going through the motion.
I give up. I'm just not connected to anything anymore.
Quitting caffeine is nigh impossible.
I'm growing old. I was already quite ugly but now I'm even more ugly and old. Very depressing.
Whenever I make an embarrassing mistake I keep replaying it over and over again in my mind. After a few days I'll forget about it but it'll always be there now ready to resurface again in the future to make me feel miserable again.
Have you tried wearing a rubber band around your wrist, and snapping it when the bad thoughts come?
is that like carrying a knife to stab yourself every time you feel like it
Stabbing considered harmful.
Anything that bothers me can be solved with money. It's not a "change your mindset" kind of thing. I'm a positive person. But there's a limit to positivity and if you cross it you fall into delusion. Things are objectively bad so the way I feel about it is appropriate.
I fapped three times today... feeling weak and hating myself again
Corona really pissing me off and messing up my work
It's impossible to properly curate media and those who would seek to assist you in this endeavor have "special interests."
My parents suck at loading the dishwasher efficiently.
Fapped twice today and yesterday. I feel like shit and my testicles hurts a little. I just need to stay away from computer and other media. I can do it.
I hate retards who say "oh you should keep trying even if things are naturally against you!!" For what? Time wasted, effort wasted, profit=none.
i love *you* buddy, keep trying.
I can't wait until the pandemic stops and i can get out of the house
The internet really brings out the worst in me.
A monstrous amalgamation of mental illness shitposting frenzy
Stubbed my toe like a retard
It's a struggle everyday just trying to stay motivated.
I'll never be normal. I will always be the neurotic autistic idiot no matter how hard I try to pretend to be normal.
I made a weird post and nobody replied, later I see a post "some posts are funnier when nobody replied to them" and... yeah. I know it's anonymous but I regretted that post right after I pressed send, I didn't need someone to confirm that [spoiler]:([/spoiler]
Seeing a young, beautiful, and happy couple makes me so damn depressed. I will never have that. Whenever I look at my ugly face in the mirror it makes me want to kill myself. Youth is gone and all that's left is a hollow shell. I have little motivations to keep going. All my dreams have disappeared. I'm just another replaceable worker drone. It pains me so much that this is my life.